Ha Ru'ach Overet ~Scully POV~ It started off as a gentle wind, calming and soothing my soul, taking away the horrors and the pain in my life. At first I considered it a blessing - a gift from God to help me escape the suffering. But soon I saw it as a curse - it started taking away not only the bad, but the good started to go with it as well. Now I see it for what it really is: a fight to be fought - a battle to be won - all within myself. As the wind blows through me, it slowly chips away at the walls protecting my life. I know the day will come when the walls are no longer strong enough to stand up to the force of the wind, to withhold my life from it. My life will be the wind's to take. I wonder how much longer I have, how much longer my walls can stand. ~end~